I always have the best intentions… I really, really do.
I am still so excited about changing my game – though I am starting to realize that I need to decide what exactly I am going to change.
It is 1 am now, and I am about to go to bed – still earlier than normal, but later than I need it to be.
I need to get up and get going in the morning – something I have not been able to master in all of my ‘grown-up’ years! Ever since my hubby took this new job – he has to leave the house between 5:45 and 6:00 am… which means that the days of me being able to sleep in while he handled getting our son to daycare (now school) is OVER. It is up to me. 5 days a week. so my new ‘resolution’ about going to bed early isn’t for me – it is for him… I need to be awake and functioning in an efficient manner in the mornings – and that has not been the case since this new schedule has taken effect. I will make this work… but whew is it hard! I do my best thinking and working at night when everything is quiet, no interruptions and I can focus. It is going to take a big shift change in my way of thinking and doing…
Back to the best intentions… besides going to bed early, I planned to start writing, working out again and removing the BS that is in my way. Oh yeah – and eating 5 times a day…
So far, the only one of those I have done is start to remove the BS in my way… Which is a good start, don’t get me wrong… but the morning after I wrote my last post, I woke up (so did the whole household) coughing up my lungs… It has been a bad couple of days let me tell you.. I don’t even want to take a deep breath because it hurts so bad… so you can imagine how much I will NOT be working out until this stops!
However, I did organize some charts for me to keep up with my daily eating, exercise and activities! and starting tomorrow, I plan to at least start stretching out – that shouldn’t make me breathe hard right? As for eating 5 times a day – I have lost 7 pounds because I haven’t wanted to eat at all and have forced down protein shakes! (yeah, I know – the violins are playing… LOL – and I know I will survive on the fat reserves I have!) 🙂
Now writing… now that the headache (from the broken nose) has leveled off back down to a functioning level – I will be organizing which story I want to write and start kicking it out.
So here is to the morning! May it be a good one – giving me a happy son, a lesser headache and coughing, and the energy to JUST WRITE!
Until next time… 🙂